A bizzare feeling

I am in a perpetual cave
A cave like an impenetrable prison
A confinement full of self-hatred and despair
Exhausted by wearing a façade of happiness
Deep down sinking in unknown ocean
Where blackness gets darker

Possibly no one cares
Ultimately I am just a zilch in the universe
I don’t want to live long
Just till the extent I can bear

Unable to understand this feeling
Which has been with me since a catastrophe
Have been carrying a concealed trauma
Locked with a key
That I have swallowed

Want to get rid of this strange feeling
Despite sorrow and immense suffering
I am living with a delusion
That world is a blissful place






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